In this world I’ve often felt foreign and I still do. I just came back from a food shopping tour that sent me into an anxiety spin and I tried to figure out where it came from. With my abilities I am aware of so many feelings and energies apart from my own that it takes quite a bit of dissecting what I have picked up and where from.
Currently my body is clearly communicating to me that any movement further North is the wrong direction, even if I just go shopping on the island where I currently live. I am being called very clearly to the South-West of Germany, the Rhein-Main and Rhein-Neckar area. As soon as my car moves south even if it’s just on this island, my body automatically relaxes.
Interpreting those intuitive body signals and following them or at least learning from them sometimes seems like rocket science. I’m never finished learning. My abilities are obviously never finished finetuning themselves more and more. It happens in waves, but it doesn’t seem to end.
I’m glad to have angels, archangels, ascended masters and spirit guides at my side to guide me as well and teach me about what I’m picking up. Having lived in an area with no spiritual teachers around for 8 years now which was exactly the time where my clair-abilities and mediumship and remembering past lives basically exploded, I have learned to rely on their guidance more than on any other. And no, it’s not easy. They don’t live my life for me. And I still have to feel all those feelings this body is feeling, the pleasant ones and the not so pleasant ones. A short while ago somebody said high sensitivity isn’t something you can switch on only for the good feelings. If you have it, everything feels way more intense than normal, be it love, happiness, fun, but also pain, grief, sadness. I totally agree and can testify from my own experience.
It helps to learn some techniques to rebalance yourself. It helps to know which angels to call on to clear your energies. It helps to feel safe in your home. And it also helps to have friends you can talk to, laugh with and feel relaxed and safe around.
It’s a journey and it can take some time and effort to learn to appreciate all the gifts you have been given. Know that they are gifts and that you are needed on this planet. Any kind of clair-ability, mediumship, sensitivity and more – all of those are needed right now here. They make life richer and help to develop a more sensible way of living on this planet who is also a living being. And I am glad to know more and more people with growing sensitivities and other special extrasensory abilities, because it gives me support and friendship and colleagues I have been missing for a long time. So, welcome lightworker. I am happy that you are here.